This isn’t the easiest blog I’ve written however, I am committed to being true to my journey and it is through sharing that I hope whoever reads this will come to know the Father of my heart and my orchestrator in this life.  Someone needs to read this because I’ve tried to write this 3 times and it has disappeared while I was writing it each time.

Everyone single one of us have struggles in this life that consume us, side track up and keep us from our true purpose and it has been increasingly happening in my own life.

I have felt for months now that He is preparing me, the theme has been to “walk on the water” to move from death to life fully and that I have a purpose to help others find their way to healing their bodies, minds and their spirits.

I have prayed, I have mediated, I have worshiped, I have praised Him and I continually walk with Him every second of my new life.  It is only because of these things that I know that the gigantic mountains I am facing will be moved.  I know He will complete what He has started.

It is the “waiting for the mountain to move” that is so hard, believing in the waiting is even harder, trusting in the waiting is nearly impossible.  My own mountains, like yours, seem excruciating, heartbreaking and over whelming to my entire being.

The waiting creates a deep quietness where doubts want to take up residence, I wonder if tomorrow will be, it is in these moments that I know I’m holding on by my finger nails, it is in these moments that I feel as though I am drowning BUT this is what I KNOW without any question. that in the quiet I am being strengthened, in the quiet my faith is being super charged, it is in the quiet that GOD is working to obliterate this mountain.  The eye of the storm is the quietest and it is where it gains strength and power to continue on.

So::::: as the quiet continues for this moment, I speak this, I write this, I breath this, I walk in this…  Mountain of Hatred from another will not find a place to hold because I am covered in the blood of Jesus.  You will not find a place on my children or grandchildren for they too are covered in the blood of Jesus.

Chains that want to bind are broken before they can even lock and bind.

Day 79 to Transformation……In this I will not be moved!  It is in this quiet of the waiting that I will continue to  surrender!   I will leave ALL of me at the altar!

God’s promise to us all:

Deuteronomy  31:6 

“Be strong and of a good courage, fear not, nor be afraid of them: for the LORD thy God, he it is that doth go with thee; he will not fail thee, nor forsake thee.”