This past year has been a season of transformation for me, marked by heartache, doubt, insecurity, and anxiety. These struggles brought me to a place where the inner voice of regret played on repeat: the things I should have said, should have done, could have been, or should be. These are the lies the enemy whispers to bring destruction and defeat. Yet, in the midst of it all, I have turned to my Bible—reading it, over and over, seeking comfort and truth.

Tonight, as I sit in the stillness of my home, the soft glow of the Christmas tree lights and the reminders of the season surround me. I reflect on the true meaning of Christmas, the day our Savior entered this world. Born in humility, He came to be betrayed and sacrificed for you and me. Without Christmas, we wouldn’t have the hope of eternity—what awaits us beyond this life. As I pray once more for a Christmas miracle, I find peace in the Word of God.

We’ve been studying the Book of Revelation, and the timing couldn’t be more perfect for me. I am reminded that I am walking in God’s timing, under His command, and through the power of the Holy Spirit. The Holy Spirit is a gift given to us—a source of wisdom, discernment, truth, knowledge, love, and the Word of Jesus.

Jesus said, “But very truly I tell you, it is for your good that I am going away. Unless I go away, the Advocate will not come to you; but if I go, I will send him to you” (John 16:7). The Spirit brings us the words of Jesus: “That is why I said the Spirit will receive from me what he will make known to you” (John 16:15). He is the bearer of truth: “When the Spirit of truth comes, he will guide you into all truth” (John 16:13).

The Holy Spirit also reveals what is to come: “For no prophecy was ever made by human will, but men moved by the Holy Spirit spoke from God” (2 Peter 1:21). He grants wisdom and discernment, nudging us with that small voice of caution, guiding us away from danger, and unveiling what lies beneath the surface.

As mothers and wives, it is our responsibility to keep the Holy Spirit active in our lives, ensuring our spiritual eyes and ears remain open. We must discern when the enemy is at work, threatening our marriages, our children, and our families. Through the Spirit, we can see beyond human senses and understand the deeper battles being waged.

Tonight, as I sit with God’s Word in my lap, I sense the enemy’s schemes against my family—attacks meant to destroy, lurking in the shadows, waiting for the opportune moment. But in the stillness, the Holy Spirit has reminded me again: prayer and surrender are my most powerful weapons.

Psalm after Psalm has been my refuge, my defense, and my comfort in this journey. Tonight is no exception. I declare with confidence: God is our refuge and strength. He leads me beside still waters.